Sorry if I've barely even seemed like I'm home recently. Sh*t was piling up, and I had to come to a decision or else risk losing my marbles. For a long time I've suspected my BFF thinks I'm just there for her to talk down to, and after two weeks ago, I finally reached the end of my rope.
She thinks that the misery I suffered through at a volunteer job could be magically overthrown by simply thinking positives! Yeah, the problems neurological, it doesn't work that way. It's hard wired you know? Takes years and a decent therapist. Which I cannot afford. Srsly they charge out the butt here. Anyway, I came to a conclusion; I'll make my decisions, and she and everybody else that won't have the decency to respect my choices...well they can go sod off.
Guess they'll have to find someone else to wipe their feet on, or else...shock and horror..face up to their own damn problems instead of interfering with MINE. Because the next person to question my decisions will get a shoe shoved so far up their arse the thing will be showing up on X-Rays!
It's taken awhile for this to sink in because I've been distracted doing many many pictures on CS6.. ^__^ shame I can't post the most recent one, I got to draw discord! But, it's for a fimfiction buddy, so I leave its usage solely to them..
Oh..I also booked tickets to go BUCKCON. It's gonna cost a fortune to repay the credit card, but I sorely need a break from my family and supposed friend.
Maybe I should reopen commissions? Here's the journal if you're interested.